I need to forget a year and a half of memories.
I fell for you. You said you fell for me too. Turns out you had a parachute for when things got too tough.
I used to not believe in relationships. Then someone came who changed that…changed me. I fell in love. I thought it would be a forever thing. But “feelings change” and people move on. So hurt and frustrated.
Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.
I miss being a strong person. Don’t you see everything that you’ve taken from me?
It is so frustrating to have so many things going right in my life, but the one thing that I am trying the hardest for is so out of reach. I can’t even enjoy my current success. These are the things that I want to be SHARING with you. Yes, I love my family, my job, my school, everything…but I want you here with me. And I want to be there with you. Enjoying each other’s successes AND failures.
Wearing my hair the way he likes it. Even though he won’t see it. :/ I need to get a grip
Feeling very helpless.
I won’t give up on us, even if the skies get rough. I’m giving you all my love. I’m still looking up.
Love is giving someone the power to break your heart, and trusting them not to.
